That's What I Want To Know

I wish I knew what you were thinking,
I wish I knew what went on in your mind.
I wish I could pick it apart,
And see what I could find.
Many questions I'd like to ask,
Many that will never be said.
Because keeping my lips sealed,
Is what'll keep it all in my head.
Now I don't want to let you down,
Never do I want to disappoint you.
I fear that's what's happening,
And I have no clue what to do.
I just want to know simple things,
I'm just too scared to ask.
I'm afraid that you will leave,
It's just an effortless task.
DOYOULOVEME?!
That's what I want to know.
AMITHEONEYOUWANT?!
That's what I want to know.
WHEREAREWEGOING?!
That's what I want to know.
WILLYOULEAVEME?!
That's what I want to know.
To many thoughts run through my head,
I'm pretty damn sure I'm going completely crazy.
I can't even see what's in my mind,
My vision has gone so effin' hazy.
I JUST WANT TO SHOUT,
Because nothing is ever good enough.
Can you hear the pain?
I think I'll be able to be tough.