Killing Yourself Slowly

When you're all alone and broken,
Your mind speaks louder than your heart.
Give into the shattering pain,
As your life starts to fall apart.
You lose the innocence you once had,
And wish you could go back to the day.
Back to when life was simple,
And things went your way.
Life is all fun and games,
Until you realize what you've lost.
But you keep doing what you do,
Killing yourself slowly at what cost?
The ones you love are gone forever,
And you're left to live with your fear.
You think if you pull the trigger,
You can quietly disappear.
Now you lay your self down to sleep,
And wonder why there's no light.
You're all alone in this big, big world,
As you turn over and fade into the night.