Confessions of a Teenage Heart

You're gone, I'm here,
Movement is movement.
I don't know what I'm thinking,
As I type this and see 'sent'.
I'm always a mess,
People claim I'm crazy.
With a heart too big,
And judgement that's hazy.
I don't know what to feel,
I don't really care.
But still I don't know,
When life's unfair.
I breathe in the air,
But then you steal it from me.
My heart is torn and crumbled,
All I want is to be free.
I write this 'cause I love.
I write this 'cause I miss.
I write this 'cause I hate,
I write this 'cause I diss.
Strong, strong, strong,
Is all I ever show.
You always knew my weak side.
My weakness I let you know.
Reality scares me a little to much,
Make it all go away.
Confessions of a teenage heart,
I live it day to day.