Bleached Clothes and Red Eyes

Nothing ever counts,
Unless you lay it on the line.
Could you look me in the eye,
Take my hand and tell me that you're fine?
Could you tell me you're happy,
And mean it with every piece of your heart?
Because you know I've always been there,
Been here for you since the start.
Is parting what you do best?
Breaking hearts and saying goodbye.
Bleached clothes and red eyes,
You can never say I didn't try.
I want to be more than friends,
So let's just make out.
But if it can't be,
Then what's it all about?
I want to be there when you wake up,
Be the first thing you see.
I'll be there 'till the end,
Even if there's no you and me.

You'll Always be My Nemo

I know that there are lots of other fish in the sea,
But you’ll always be my Nemo.
The one I've been looking for,
So please never ever go.
Dancing together as one,
Beneath the summer sky.
You light up my world,
No need to ask why.
When our lips collide,
It's like a piece of Heaven.
You were always my wish,
At eleven:eleven.
But you whisper in the dark,
That you must leave.
You'll be back tomorrow,
If only I believe.
You disappear sweetly,
And my eyes open wide.
The ugly truth sinks in,
As my heart starts to divide.
Nothing was real,
It was all but a dream.
I miss you too much,
I'm crazy it must seem.
So I go throughout my day,
Just waiting for the night.
Where I can pretend I'm ok,
And give into this horrid fight.

No Matter What I Like

I have insomnia,
What can I say?
I spend my nights writing,
I like it that way.
I like white chocolate mochas,
And I like the color blue.
I like when it storms,
But most importantly, I like you.
I like the way cats feel,
I like morning smiles.
I like meaningful texts,
And the song "A Thousand Miles".
I like holding hands,
I like running races.
I like sunflowers,
And I like your cute faces.
But no matter what I like,
It always comes back to you.
I like that you're always on my mind,
And I like the fact it's true.

Operation Free Wille (#ofw)

God put you here,
So you're here for a reason.
I love your smile, it's priceless,
But it comes and goes with the season.
You may love who you want,
Now don't be silly.
We'll free you eventually,
With 'Operation Free Wille'.
I need to fill your heart beat,
Please don't be so down.
I'll always be around,
So please never frown.
I'll promise you this,
Every little thing will be ok.
Every love is acceptable,
You'll soon find your way.
But when you're lost,
I will lead the way.
I love you unconditionally,
And this is how it'll stay.

And Damn I'm Headstrong

I don't want to hate,
But I do want to love.
Sparks of light,
Fly down from above.
You're no friend of mine,
Though I know you all too well.
What the hell is happening?
Only time can tell.
Chocolate and sex,
Name your drug.
What are you looking at?
Don't act so smug.
Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple,
That's so gay.
Man may not lay with man,
Though I go both way.
I'm wrong, I'm right,
A sinner and a saint.
Lock all your doors,
Your sons I will taint.
I love God,
Don't get me wrong.
But this is my life,
And damn I'm headstrong.

This Constant Hot Mess

I'm so lost yet found,
Where to begin?
In this war of love,
No one ever seems to win.
For the past few weeks,
I've been this constant hot mess.
I never got over you,
I really must confess.
What I always wonder,
Is do you still love me?
Do you ever sit and think,
Of how it could be?
STOP.
There's really no time for this,
I really must go.
So I paint on this smile,
And put on this shitty show.
You never think of me,
I never cross your mind.
You probably no longer love me,
I'm the worst you could find.
But always know,
I do love you.
I'm still sitting here waiting,
If only you knew.

For All Those If's In Life

Maybe if you had a heart,
Big enough to love mine.
Then maybe one day,
We'd be just fine.
Maybe if your feet,
Could fit into my shoes.
You would see why,
I'm here singing the blues.
Maybe if your mind,
Wasn't always so small.
I'd stand without a scar,
And you wouldn't be so tall.
Maybe if you weren't so blind,
You'd see what we were all about.
But you never use your eyes,
So I always have to shout.
But for all those if's in life,
There's always a silver lining.
Behind the dark clouds,
Where the sun is always shining.