I Wrote To Say I'm Sorry

Dear, dear love,
The heart I hurt.
I must admit,
I sit and cry in your shirt.
I wrote to say I'm sorry,
For all the pain I caused.
I ran from your love,
I'm so sorry I paused.
I miss my best friend,
And the smile on your face.
I miss when I was sad,
The warmth of your embrace.
I'm completely vulnerable,
But it's all my fault.
I understand if you don't pick up,
Bring my breathing to a halt.
You wouldn't listen,
I swear I didn't string you along.
I never got the time of day,
Everything ended so wrong.
I can say I miss you,
And promise I'll always be here.
But you won't care at all,
That's what I fear.
So I'll sit here and I'll wait,
As I bid you a bittersweet adieu.
Farewell to it all,
I love you.