F4K3. So Fake.

You go out and "live",
It's not all what you make.
I've got a four letter word,
And you're totally fake.
You say you regret,
Well I say you lie.
Living like this,
Won't get you very high.
Cry baby, cry,
XOXO.
You try to act so tough,
But that's not what shows.
So live your life,
And I'll be real.
Facades only last so long,
Soon you won't even feel.

In Good Working Condition

Always me plus you,
Now that's smart addition.
Truth be told,
We're in good working condition.
The day we met at the river,
The drawer of mine at your place.
Moving in together,
Just to see the smile on your face.
A few years from now,
We'll say "I do" someday.
Have kids of our own,
And never apart we shall stay.
Ups and downs will come,
Times will get rough.
You own my heart and soul,
I'll keep my head up and stay tough.
Our legacy we'll leave,
When it comes the end.
Spend our whole lives together,
Lovers and best friends.

I've Got A Secret (Part IV)

Rock and roll,
Party by night.
Glitter and guitars,
Sleep by light.
The beauty on stage,
Someone so tough.
Denying every word you sing,
But the rocker calls my bluff.
He knows what I keep,
Traveling near and far.
Two thousand miles away,
I'm in love with a rockstar.
Singing me to sleep,
Never ever knowing.
Just a face in the crowd,
But still I keep going.
Maybe one day it'll happen,
Someday he'll see.
I'm his inspiration,
Nothing else can be.

Little Red Riding Hood

Never let them see you falter,
Chin up, back straight.
They don't want us to grow up,
But it's a little too late.
Take the unforsaken road,
Of the way less taken.
Deep, deep inside,
Something has awaken.
There's a fork in the road,
And he did what he could.
Straying from the path,
Little Red Riding Hood.
It's time to do your own thing,
But always keep in mind.
The worlds a big, big place,
And not everyone is so kind.
Beware of the Big Bad Wolf,
In the darkness he resides.
He'll try to bring you down,
But never ever hide.
Keep strong day to day,
Smile when you sleep.
You'll find your way,
And faith you shall keep.

Seems Like Just Yesterday

Remember being little,
And Magikarp used splash?
It always seemed to fail,
You were dead in a flash.
Wishing you were a Powerpuff Girl,
So you could fly all around.
Using your super powers,
Never touching the ground.
School was so easy,
One plus one equaled two.
Nap time was taken for granted,
Everything was big to you.
Now you're grown up,
Still got a ways to go.
Not knowing what to do,
Just going with the flow.
One day you'll be old,
You're imagination will stray.
Never let go of those memories,
Forever young you will stay.

Bubbles From My Cauldron

So listen to me now,
Here's a little ditty.
A small bit blan,
And not too witty.
Some people sneer,
And call me a bitch.
But you're under my spell,
I'd call that a witch.
Abra cadabra,
Toil and touble.
Bubbles from my cauldron,
Now you're seeing double.
I know exactly what I want,
And who I want to be.
My crystal ball shows all,
You belong with me.

I'm Finally Taking A Stand

Talk like this,
And dress like that.
You're too opinionated,
You're a little too fat.
They think they can control me,
I'm not a damn machine.
I'm a little too revealing,
I'm a little too mean.
Who's to say I can't get sleazy?
Who's to say I'm not allowed to cuss?
I'm finally taking a stand,
Hell, make a fuss.
I am who I am,
And I plan to stay.
I'm walking my own path,
I'm making my own way.
I'm not trying to be something I'm not,
And I hope that everyone sees.
You might call me insane,
But I'm just being me.
So I'll cut up my shirts,
'Cause I don't give a shit.
I'll stand and watch,
As they all give a fit.

I Wrote To Say I'm Sorry

Dear, dear love,
The heart I hurt.
I must admit,
I sit and cry in your shirt.
I wrote to say I'm sorry,
For all the pain I caused.
I ran from your love,
I'm so sorry I paused.
I miss my best friend,
And the smile on your face.
I miss when I was sad,
The warmth of your embrace.
I'm completely vulnerable,
But it's all my fault.
I understand if you don't pick up,
Bring my breathing to a halt.
You wouldn't listen,
I swear I didn't string you along.
I never got the time of day,
Everything ended so wrong.
I can say I miss you,
And promise I'll always be here.
But you won't care at all,
That's what I fear.
So I'll sit here and I'll wait,
As I bid you a bittersweet adieu.
Farewell to it all,
I love you.

Glitter & Spice & Everything Nice

Anchors aweigh,
Glitter and spice.
It's the time of the sailor,
And everything nice.
Life has those moments,
When you think everything is wrong.
One foot ahead,
You've got to be strong.
Life is too precious,
To waste away the day.
Look past all the demons,
And go your own way.
There might be cracks in your foundation,
Don't let it get the best of you.
Your heart will always beat the same,
Just remember to be true.
People will be people,
And people will be mean.
Always be headstrong,
With the smile of a fiend.
So you're a little different,
That's perfectly okay.
Be bold with your expession,
Show them you're here to stay.
Now your ship has sailed,
You're headed down your path.
I would calculate your future,
But I cannot do the math.

I've Got A Secret (Part III)

I've got a secret,
I fear you won't stay.
The reasoning behind this,
I don't believe in forever and always.
Thunder storms and coffes,
On the inside I'm dying.
I'll kiss your lips tonight,
Just know that I'm trying.
Anyone who knows me,
Knows that I'm all smiles.
But I run away when it gets tough,
I feel people only stay a while.
Love has left me,
It's also touched my heart.
It's made life complicated,
Straight up from the start.
Lay with me now,
And away we'll sleep.
I'm not ready to go,
So I won't make a peep.
Now don't think that I don't love you,
Because know that I do.
But I have no ounce of bravery,
And I'm wanting you to see.

I've Always Hated Tildes

We once were one,
For the world we gave a show.
But now I must help,
With you and your letting go.
Our conversation has run dry,
You paint me down with blue.
This is the way you want,
So I'll leave with a fuck you.

This Is How I Feel

It's dark and cold,
And you're gone my dear.
I'm ashamed and torn,
There's nothing left to fear.
With a smile that could decieve,
You were nothing close to dignified.
A broken heart and a wounded soul,
At least I can say I tried.
You don't seem to know, seem to care,
Nothing else is real.
I'm wide awake,
And this is how I feel.
With the taste of your name,
The pain on my lips.
You're just a faded memory,
My heart all in rips.
So this is it,
There goes our fate.
I'm all out of faith,
And you're a little late.

I Hate Coffee Breath

I hate coffee breath,
And I hate stairs.
I hate people who give me disappointing glares.
I hate the thought of being normal,
And I hate saying please.
I hate falling and always landing on my knees.
I hate wearing shoes,
And I hate being off beat.
I hate getting picked up and swung off my feet.
I hate being materialistic,
And I hate the color red.
I hate rolling over early and getting out of bed.
But I do love your company,
And I love the best that's ever been mine.
I love when the sun has a warm and vintage shine.

The Place I Want To Be

I know of a place,
That's so hard to reach.
It's far, far away,
As sweet as a peach.
It'll make your heart jump,
Keep you all afloat.
With a warm, gentle embrace,
Let lose your tiny boat.
The adventure may seem treacherous,
But it's really not that bad.
You'll always have your ups and downs,
Don't let life get you so sad.
With a bright smile on board,
The trail seems so long.
Always, always remember,
That love is never wrong.
The place I want to be,
Is the place I'll never part.
Eternally next to me,
In the wonderland of your heart.

Nah Nah Nah Nah

My mind is racing with the thoughts of everything,
Who am I to pretend this is more than I can carry?
Though you look upon me with the face of promise,
Your heart holds secrets that make me wary.
We sail through our youth so impatiently,
Our pasts hold mysteries that we will never show.
Growing up as we grow old in the arms of another,
It's the gift of forgiveness that allows us to grow.
I'd like to think I know my heart and it will never change,
But your presence haunts from the days of yesterday.
We say it hurts yet we crave the pain before us,
Everything fades and wishful thinking is the way.
Always hoping for a fairy tale with a happily ever after,
Walking into the future as one, hand in hand.
It's always easy to forget what's not to be forgotten,
As I sing "nah nah nah nah" I understand.

Dear You

Dear You,
You came into my life,
I fell head over heels.
With a bubbly personality,
And looks that could kill.
Risked it all for you,
Always wanting more.
Never shall you go,
I love you more than before.
This poem may not do it,
So over time you'll see.
Your place in life,
Is side by side with me.
At night when darkness comes,
You're the only one I miss.
It's electricity, I'll die,
I fall more with each kiss.
So take my hand,
We'll run away.
You'll always be mine,
And that's how it'll stay.

Deep and Without You

Today all alone,
My biggest fear came true.
I was able to breath,
Deep and without you.
The promise of a new heart beat,
It was all too fast.
Love swollen in my chest,
And I came in last.
I could lie and say I'm fine,
Look in your eyes and walk away.
The taste of goodbye on our lips,
I was wishing for you to stay.
Just never ever forget,
I'll keep you in my heart.
I wish you the best, always,
No matter how far apart.